Dear ............................

The reason i wrote like this, I dont know how to explain to you, i dont know how to express my feelings,
I'll try harder to be with you again..
But each time & every second my mind will not rest..maybe you just see im already okay,
But deep inside my heart that only have is a Broken Heart..
I dont know what i did this week...I dont know what the reason i came to see..U...
The only reason i know...i just wanna try to be okay back without pretending..
But i can't...n i dont know..When i will be okay...
Im not sure...
Im not pray to be like dis...
I thaught everythin will be fine when i'll be with u...
I thaught i can grab all the happiness...But, I was wrong..
I dont know what happen to my life...
I dont know why its too complicated...
Im thingking all my fault..
I dont know you very well & i dare to be with you..
I want to apologize for everything...
Coz i dont know what will happen on tomorrow...
I dont brave to dis life again....
I dont brave to be with u again for whole my life..
Coz im scared in the ending of this relationship..my heart will broken...
Im scared...
Coz i dont know yourself very well maybe after married u , u will leave me...
Maybe after married you it will be more challenge..
And im not ready for that..Im too scared..
Coz i know definetely lets say im married u then i found out u have another girl..
& My heart will broken again..my parents will only laugh for me coz didnt hear what they have been telling me..
Now da thing its not easy oo..
Its become more complicated..
Im confuse and im scared..
Next year i already getting old become 24..All i need its dis bad luck its goin from me..
Im tired of everything..
Im regret for being stuborn since im in da primary school..
I wish i can go back to past and correct all the thing...
But i can't..
Other been i have a chance to go back to my old time..I want to become a good girl for my parents..i wnt to continue study at oversea, & have a good life..
I will listen what they hve tellin me...
I will follow everythin...
This thing no easy .....
Im regret for everything in my life..
I already make a big mistake..
By trust ppl..
I shouldnt trust anybody accept my parents..
Becoz dey know wht da best for me...
U make me feel i make a big mistake by staying dis life like dis..
U make me feel not strong anymore too..
Im trying harder...in my life...But even im tryin harder..all i get is sadness & broken heart,,,
The things its no easy anymore..
All too complicated in my mind,,,
I dont know how to explain...But its too painful what i havin rite now..
Coz i hate cry..
Cry make me feel bad..
Cry make me feel hopeless..
Cry make me feel too sad...
Cry make me feel .....Ooo gosh...i dunno how to explain...
Coz its really too bad..

ask yourself......

sometimes it's letting go.

You have to forgive to forget,
and forget, to feel again.

Don't ever give up if you still want to try,
Don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know.
Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go.

You said you didn't want to see me get hurt,
so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?

Don't say we're not right for each other,
the way I see it, we're not meant for anyone else.

If the truth was told instead of a lie,
then the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much.

It really hurts when you expected so much more
from the person you once loved so much.

I wish I was a kid again,
because skinned knees are easier
to fix then broken hearts.

Often times we say goodbye to the
person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean that
we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.

It's like my mind knows what's right
but my heart is being retarded and still cares

If tears could build a stairway on memories alone,
I'd walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again.

Ask me how many times my heart has been broken
and I will tell you to look in the sky and count the stars.

Broken Heart

just be glad that it was once yours.

Should I hate you because you hurt me?
Or should I love you because you made me feel special?

Deep down you know it's best for yourself,
but you hate the thought of him being with someone else.

Now I believe it when people say love is blind...
'cause I must have been blind to love a person like you.

Money can't mend a broken heart;
that's Love's job.

One can not truly experience the beauty of love
without enduring the pain
that comes with it once it is lost.

It hurts to see the one you love happy with someone else,
but it is more painful to see the one you are with unhappy with you.

The heart does heal and you will love like this again...
only when you do, you will deny you ever felt like this before.

Why am I afraid to lose you when you're not even mine...

You will know that you love someone
when you want him to be happy.
Even if that means you're not a part of their happiness.

I was born the day you kissed me,
died the day you left me,
but lived for the time that you loved me
I will always love him,
I just won't love the way he treated me.





With silence and tears.

If the government could tax broken hearts,
there would be no deficit.

I would like to stay a secret,
like walking in the dark,
if no one knows you,
no one cares and
no one breaks your heart.

The pain of having a broken heart
is not so much as to kill you,
yet not so little as to let you live.

Those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart,
don't know how to laugh either.

Cats whiskers are so sensitive;
they can find their way through
the narrowest crack in a broken heart.

Don't cry when the sun is gone,
because the tears won't let you see the stars

There is a time for departure
even when there's no certain place to go...



Im Still .........


Broken Heart......................